this song really touched me-
歌曲：听说爱情回来过
歌手：林忆莲
在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见了说不出口
你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你
我依然深爱着
在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深爱着
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中
对你的声音你的影你的手
我发誓说我没有忘记过
而关于你选择了现在的他
我只能说我有些难过
我也真心真意的等过
school todayy was quite normal. gp tutorial in the morning was totally boring and torturous. doing last year's gp prelim's paper made me feel stupid. hahaa and now it's my turn to wait for angel(s)/mortal(s) to reply so i've got no letters to write todayy.
bowling training was not bad =) except for the fact that there were way too many people on too few lanes, which made everything damn slow. doesn't matter, bowling still rocks =) and i'm still trying my best to improve, hopefully i can make the school team this year and don't get cut. yupps.
team singapore happened to train at safra yishun today too. (they usually train at orchid country club) then after training just as remy ong was leaving jansen and i went up to ask to take a photo with him! hahaas. and he was really nice to agree to take a photo with us :) thanks!
ok here's the photo with remy ong :D click to enlarge!
had faculty cip today! extreme makeover - we had to whitewash + paint walls and doors/gates for the underprivileged at lengkok bahru. went from school to lengkok bahru by chartered bus. then my group had no units assigned initially so we were doing the delivery job, carrying all the metal tins and heavy buckets of paint and stuff to different units.
after like an hour of delivery job and another hour of breakfast we finally had a unit assigned to us, it was some block 59 #04-545 if i didn't recall wrongly. so we scraped and plastered the uneven wall and whitewashed it with a layer of water-based paint. when we finished half of the living room the girls had like quite a bit of difficulty starting on the 2nd half because when we moved the furniture to another side of the room all the cockroaches just came out, and the girls i.e. elise and jiemin seemed like they had a mortal fear for cockroaches.
ok then darius had a trauma. i'll skip that part. then after the opening ceremony sort of thing we went back to paint the gate and wooden door with enamel paint. (p.s. is this pronounced like 'caramel' or is it pronounced as 'e-neh-mer'?) and then after it was done we finally packed up for the day. fac cip was fun i guess, quite meaningful and you get to spend time with your class.
then we went tiong bahru plaza for dinner! our 6p junior class just ran away for dinner without us lah. we wanted a senior-junior class dinner initially, but doesn't matter our class went tiong bahru anyway. had LOADS of laugh over dinner at kfc recalling events that happened back in high school. time really flies eh.
ok i guess its more or less all of what i've done for the whole day, and im really really sleepy now so i think i'll go get some sleep-
haven't been blogging the previous 2 weeks again. just too many things to do, overdue holiday homework, new homework and stuff. still barely coping but im starting to fear and worry about my academic performance. i really really want to throw away the lackadaisical old me.
i shall try to write as and when i am free. i realise this is a really good avenue to just pour out anything and everything within me. its been about 2 weeks since we met our junior classes. nothing much to say about the junior classes la. nothing positive/negative in particular, some juniors are quite nice, and yeahh my angels and mortals are nice people too. ain't that great :) i seriously hope my mortal & angel who took olevels did well for their olevels though. yupps.
seeing the juniors this year just makes me think and recall alot about last year, the time we spent together as a class, the interaction with the senior class, etc. orientation, dramafeste and everything! the anxiety of waiting for news of classmates' olevels results, the super sian feeling of having less than half the class left after results were released. i guessed it just bonds the class together to some extent. jiannan, mishh and myself just kept digging out class photos from last year and this year just to rekindle the memories. hahaa. go facebook 67 group to see all the photos!
hahaa all these thinking just makes me wonder how many one will actually get to meet all the other classmates after our alevels, after everybody go their separate ways, to ns or university, on scholarship or just purely fms (father-mother scholarship hahaa). we should do something unforgettable lah, like an overseas class trip, i think it'll be really memorable =) *hint hint peckk and caryn ain't this a good idea hahaa.*
and yeahh that's about all i have to write for now. im going to try my best to just push myself a wee bit more. study or bowling wise. yeahh. and regain my confidence (uncle francis says i have no confidence in myself when i bowl hahaa.)
anyways! enjoy the following few specially selected photos of s67 :)
click to see the enlarged pic!
3 days have passed since the school year started. feels weird to be starting all the lessons and stuff on the first day. i am going to try to do my homework this year. yes this year. however detemined that might sound, i don't feel like doing last year's holiday homework though. never mind, i'll try my best.
things in sinvacc have also changed since the start of this year. i've taken over as atm. javier's been appointed my datm and joel my ec. things may be challenging in the coming year but we've started well. that apart, haven't been flying on flight sim for 4 days now. thinking of a next destination. any ideas?
juniors are coming in soon enough. hopefully we'll have a nice junior class.
there's just so much to do and so little time-
ok fine i'm useless, i hope you're happy with that.
i didn't take my damn german o'levels because i'm hum, i know i won't pass. i didn't bloody take grade 7 practical because im hum, i know i won't pass. i can't bloody pass my damn mathematics despite studying almost only mathematics, i suck. happy?
you think i bloody can't complete anything i do, you think its damn encouraging to come home with some shit result on my test paper isit? you think it feels great to fail or something? i tell you it doesn't feel great, not at all. i feel like a bloody useless bum whenever i fail.
i don't waste time by the com. at least my friends are there for me when i need them.
i don't wate time bowling and playing flight sim. why can't i have my own damn passion and aspiration. this sounds bloody cliched but at least they provide me with avenues to vent my anger and disappointment. i don't do things for nothing.
perhaps i shouldn't even try to reach out of my limits, where i am now. would your expectations have been lower if i were somewhere else. would it be lower if i didn't even try to outperform my born limits in the first place.
look people, i'm sorry for all these ranting, i just really needed to get them off my chest and this seemed the only avenue for me to rant without bothering anyone.
backk from thailand 2 days ago (8th december i mean, since its past midnight now) around 11+, close to midnight. only had time to update now as i've been sorting out my luggage and photos.
went to bangkok, kanchanaburi, ayutthaya, chiangmai, chiangrai, and donesao (laos p.d.r.) to buy souvenirs.
bought a fair bit of stuff backk, and took more than a fair bit of photos. on the whole it was a rather enjoyable trip, quite a different experience from my previous trip there. happened to be the thai King's 81st birthday the day i was in chiangrai / maesai. there was a really big street celebration sort of thing. i was/am still really impressed by their loyalty and respect to the King.
i'm still sorting out my photos and stuff, will upload when its organised.
2 random pics taken from my many pics-
have you found the special one passing by-
above: a random shot from suvarnabhumi international
are you daunted by life's long trackk-
above: the death railwayy
whees, flew narita to singapore on flight sim yesterdayys. block time 7 hours 40 mins on the japan airlines boeing 747-412 =)
some pics of my flight! click to enlarge-
above: japan airlines flight 719 lining up narita runway 34L awaiting departure. company hangar in the background-
above: flight 719 on the PAPAS8 departure, APPLE transition-
above: close up shot of the japan airlines 747-412 in new colours-
above: my workstation for the 7 hours 40 mins flight-
above: flight 719 touching down runway 20R, after coming in from LAVAX1B arrival, TOMAN transition. red words in the background is singapore airlines flight 637, also from narita, on a parallel approach-
some interesting poster i found on the net. thought i'll share-
next up: goal highlights from liverpool's 8-0 thrashing of besiktas =)
im back to update - again. september break isn't really a break. its just there to let you stay at home and go berserk. i think i can study better in school, but thanks to some stupid sore throat which led to some stupid mild fever i feel too lethargic to go to school.
went to jurong point to meet zhikai for lunch + buy things + do chem tutorial yesterday. spent almost an hour plus walking around because i couldn't decide what to buy. but yeah, thanks for going to buy my stuff with me zhikai. after that went zhikai's house to do chem tutorial and played his ps2 before i came home.
nothing much on today. tried to study, not very productive. guess tomorrow's chemistry lesson would be more productive.
thats about all i have to update - i think.
p.s. happy birthday to you.
靠近一点点 - Lara
专辑: 恶作剧之吻 电视原声带
默默在你的身后 守侯的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我会努力让你感动
在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执著
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑 或点头 全接受
能不能再靠近一点点
大声说出你所有感觉
别再紧紧关在 只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接
能不能再靠近一点点
能不能再勇敢一点点
就算让我知道 我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢 笑着和你说再见
guess what, i did some maths in school again! these 2 afternoons quite productive, i've finished tutorial 9a and some questions from tutorial 9b already. i hope my determination to try to study will continue-
had physics mock spa today, after which we were handed a survey form asking about how we found the subject, the pace of teaching and how we found the tutor. err okay la. actually i think he's really okay. i mean, you can really see the amount of effort he puts in to teach us and try to explain things to us. its just that sometimes we really cannot understand.
stupid rain today made the field become a pool of mud, can't even play soccer. so we resorted to playing soccer at the space beside class bench again. poor mishh, hit by zhihong's missed shot which missed my head narrowly too.
came home rather late today, considering i had nothing on after school except doing tutorials. left school at about 6.30 plus. and yeah, saw adel yusi corrine and yuhuan at bukit batok.
hmm this post sounds more like a narrative than anything else huh. not bad, good practice for GP. okay okay that was crap-
yayness. i'm back to update again!
1. added a song! like this song alot alot. and the lyrics are great. theres this other song named 遇到 i wanted to add too (p.s. its 遇到 not 遇见), but chose this song instead.
2. i did homework in school today! oh my, its like ben chan doing homework, miracles do happen yeah?
3. i've resolved to study more everyday. may not be intense mugging, but at least an attempt to study.
yup. that's about it. i think shall update more often bah.
p.s. ain't the song nice?
I realised its been almost 2 weeks since I last updated - been feeling quite lazy to write lately.
nothing much worth mentioning here - except some interesting topic the bowling team were talking about this morning. chongchen said why not the whole team buy the same ball - he wanted nvs - it'll look very sehh with the same team ball (LOL). but of course we were only dreaming - one new nvs costs $350, and by simple calculations if 7 of us were to buy the same ball it would cost 7 x $350 = $2450. whoa. what a dream. haha.
played lots of fifa recently. and yes attempted to do maths homework. I must say spending time in school is more constructive than spending time at home. so I should spend more time in school. anyway, tmr's bowling training again! yayness.
yup. nothing much to write, going off -
P.S. suwen bend that straw and blow your own nose pls. :P
youth day over - back to school.
physics lecture was an amazing 90 minutes. going through 20 (yes twenty) MCQs in 90 minutes made us experience the worst emotions you can ever experience on earth. it was really a YES MY TIKAM (means anyhow choose) WAS CORRECT, or DIE ITS WRONG AGAIN. hahas. sad, but its the truth. (of course this excludes imba people who manage to own for physics blocks)
nothing else that happened today was really worth mentioning - OH, yes - w.e.f july 1st 2007 GST has been raised from 5% to 7%-
and our canteen bottled drink price has been raised from $1.20 to $1.25 haha. i was really stunned when the uncle gave me 75 cents change for the drink I paid with a 2 dollar note.
(not that I mind the 5 cents lar, but this change in price is imba fast haha.)
played 3 matches of fifa07 with zhihong today, with my mind set to 'get thrashed' mode.
but won 1 lost 2 isn't a bad result afterall, I'm happy with the scorelines too.
(me) München 5 - 4 Nottingham Forest (zhihong) - he kindly agreed to use a english league one team for first match to give me advantage
(me) Republic of Korea 4 - 5 PR of China (zhihong) - last minute goal by defender from far range, I thought it was quite lucky but zhihong deserved the win
(me) Germany 4 - 6 England (zhihong) - I was quite happy with this result, considering the gap was bigger at half time, 0-4 if I'm not mistaken
an attempt to finish this post in the last 2 mins of the day-
today was really fun, going vivo with 67 people - with the intention of watching transformers. with only shit seats left when we got there, we decided to eat dinner instead.
after dinner went arcade with wilson, zhikai, xinhui, yongqiang, zhihong, caryn and xinyi. played afterburner with zhikai, it was really cool - except wilson said loads of people were looking at us play. then played daytona usa 2 with zhikai.
then we enjoyed cheap thrill at adidas shop @ vivocity, playing tabletop soccer. we were having loads of fun, until some small kid came and made lots of noise (while koping one row of my players) and the staff came to tell the boy he was damn noisy.
advice: for good class outings, go adidas shop @ vivocity for some cheap thrill.
second advice: DO NOT buy ice-blended drinks from kopitiam @ vivocity. (zhihong and I got scammed already)
and the sky is the only place that can provide you with all the peace and quietness you desire-
yes I know Singapore lost but undoubtedly Harry Kewell was simply outstanding tonight, scoring one and creating another. Kudos to the Liverpool midfielder (and Viduka too of course). Doesn't this just show how good Liverpool players are? :P haha.Australia grind out 3-0 friendly win over Singapore
Reuters
Updated: June 30, 2007, 10:23 AM ET
SINGAPORE, June 30 - Mark Viduka scored a second-half double and Harry Kewell also got on the scoresheet as Australia ground out a 3-0 win over Singapore in a friendly in the city state on Saturday.
Australia, using the game as a tune-up for the Asian Cup, started slowly and it was the hosts who came closest to scoring in the first half.
Australia goalkeeper Mark Schwarzer had to be sharp to stop Indra Sahdan in a one-on-one in the 38th minute and the Singapore striker came even closer five minutes later when his header crashed off the crossbar with Schwarzer beaten.
Australia stepped up the pace in the second half and it was not long before the Socceroos took the lead, with Newcastle forward Viduka heading home in the 50th minute.
Singapore pushed forward for an equaliser and Khairul Amri came close to scoring when his curling, left-foot shot came back off the post.
With Singapore leaving gaps at the back Australia made it 2-0 when substitute Kewell slotted home in the 76th minute.
The Liverpool winger then crossed for Viduka to head home his second in the closing minutes, wrapping up the scoring in the last game played at Singapore's National Stadium before it is torn down.
The Asian Cup, being hosted jointly by Indonesia, Vietnam, Thailand and Malaysia, starts next Saturday.
This story is from ESPN.com's automated news wire.
