moi-

first post from Tampere! Reached yesterday and spent the whole day doing administrative stuff like checking in, going to ikea and supermarket to get necessities, and setting up my room in general.

really tired but at least my room is nice and comfy now (: will be going to the bank later and city centre at night, apparently there's going to be fireworks at 10pm (not 12am I highly doubt anyone here is awake at 12am...)

cheers from Tampere-

cya-

nice last session of the year with the kids today. really hope the kids will stay together and continue to come every week. it hasn't always been easy with this class but I'm sure I'll miss them.

will probably miss working together with this bunch of ss colleagues too. pray that I will be able to 收拾我的心情 and come back half or one year later in better shape.

and yes, to you who are reading this, I'll really miss you, take care and see you soon!

nice timing-

just heard 那些年 on the radio again.

那午夜电影, 还记得吗?

一秒也好-

感觉犹如回到了四年前。对词曲的欣赏依旧，但此时的我对歌词有了更深一层的诠释与感受...

i missed this voice-

after so many years I still love her voice. don't really like the way the mv story ended but at least she's singing again. her songs have accompanied me during so many of my sleepless nights in the past, and I guess it will continue to do so. well, at least for tonight it will.

wave-

and back I am at the minimum point of the sinusoid.
it's not something I can help, and neither is it something that I want to keep experiencing every few days.

the past few days have been nice, catching up and gathering with family before I leave, hugging and playing with my two beloved nephews and all; I thank God for these people in my life.

but it gets more and more tiring as I try to function normally while oscillating like that on a daily basis. leaving in 3 days but as the days go by the apprehension and helplessness gets a little more overwhelming. I really need to try to clear my head.

ouch-

as painful as it gets the goodbye will always have to come.
goodbye, take care and all the best for whatever you might be doing in the next few months/near future.

ivan was right, when such things happen we feel like half of us just died/went hollow. and it takes a long time for the void to recover. I really don't know when and how this void would recover, but I'd much rather fill it with memories than with hatred.

I miss you and all the memories. but we belong to separate worlds after all, and you seem to be coping well and living happily. that's all that matters I guess.

again, take care and all the best to you.
jiayou to myself too; just keep walking on ben, no matter how hard it gets.

又来了-

我的心仍隐隐作痛，
回想起过去，一时泛了眼红。
人生只能向前走，
但如何向前  我真不知。