想你就写信-

虽然我们已不在一起,
但每次看到你,
心里还是有非常多的感叹。
希望你快乐。
我真的很想你。
-Ping, 28 August 2014

真的好难-

妳说妳还是喜欢孤单
其实妳怕被我看穿
妳怕属于我们的船
漂漂荡荡靠不了岸

事到如今没有答案
我的真心为妳牵绊
不管相见的夜多么难堪
简简单单的说   爱是不爱

想要把妳忘记真的好难
思念的痛在我心里纠缠
朝朝暮暮的期盼   永远没有答案
为何当初   妳选择一刀两断

听妳说声爱我真的好难
曾经说过的话风吹云散
站在天秤的两端   一样的为难
唯一的答案   爱一个人好难

shut up-

Can people stop playing the damn song on radio? It's not that nice so stop playing it damnit.

好想你-

开了灯   眼前的模样
偌大的房   寂寞的床
关了灯   全都一个样
心里的伤   无法分享

生命
随年月流去   随白发老去
随着你离去   快乐渺无音讯
随往事淡去   随梦境睡去
随麻痺的心逐渐远去

我好想你   好想你   却不露痕迹
我还踮着脚思念   我还任记忆盘旋
我还闭着眼流泪   我还装作无所谓

我好想你   好想你   却欺骗自己
我好想你   好想你   就当作秘密
我好想你   好想你   就深藏在心

painful irony-

the painful irony and myriad of mixed feelings as I drive past a walking you in the carpark and I have to act like I didn't see/notice you, while you acted like you didn't recognise the car.

no mood to go back to lab after lesson, came home to rot instead.

nothing is fair in life-

我不服气。
我真的，真的不服气。

习惯-

景物依旧  人事已非
近一年了  也是时候学习习惯一个人的感觉
I will get used to this, and shift my focus back onto things that matter.
Back to lab I go.

unfazed-

I think it's a matter of principle.
I've gotten much better with handling myself in situations like these anyway.