food for thought-

"Remember this always: God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay and who you refuse to let go."

again and again-

out driving alone late at night because you're feeling down and tired of wearing a mask.
 

每当你以为开心的时候-

it is at times like these that life gives you a kick in the teeth. thanks.

自欺欺人-

An excerpt from "5 Lies I Used to Believe About Being A Christian" (Speegle, T., n.d.):

"3. You Shouldn't Express Your Struggles or Doubts.

Sometimes the Christian life is hard. At times, there are no easy answers or explanations. Instead of suppressing our doubts and struggles, we should admit them to God and ask others to help us walk through them.

David was a man after God’s own heart, and he often openly expressed his doubts and struggles during times of hardship. Being honest and open about your struggles doesn’t make you less spiritual, it actually draws you closer to God because it forces you to get rid of your pride and self-sufficiency.

You don’t overcome the difficulties of life by ignoring the struggle; you overcome them by inviting God to work in those areas (Psalm 43:5)! What good is it if you have everyone fooled except for God?"

mind-

please stop wrestling with me, I'm very tired already, can't suppress you much longer.

怎么办-

是时候回家了
终于快回家了
但... 突然又有好怕回家的念头 :/