a'division championships-

a'division tenpin bowling championships this week-

screwed up my singles and doubles. that makes it 12 out of 18 games screwed already. i shall not brood over my bad performance, or rather, i hope i am able to stop brooding over it.

just talked to weimin on the phone. hahaa i can well imagine weimin in his cute hair(less)style lying in the bunk flirting with juniors on the phone. hahaa ohkayy just joking. don't kill me please weimin.

physics spa skill A tomorrow. i'll go sleep early i guess, i'll update again soon.

bowling-

14 days left to the start of bowling a'division championships-

and i'm bowling really badly at the moment. my confidence really waivered after the friendlies on friday. i'm trying really hard to not think so much, and i have only 14 days to do it.

anyway here's a really really big thank you to the team for all the encouragement and comfort and stuff you all have given me after the friendlies on friday, and uhh really sorry yeah people.



请告诉我怎么走到终点

post block tests break-

today's bowling training was team selection for a'division championships next month. and i was happy with one of the games i bowled today. ohkayy la to the pros its not exactly really good, but im very happy with it already.

click to enlarge pictures-
here's how the score was like, my initials were BC (obviously), at the third row:

school championships, namely b'division championships, are ongoing during this period of time at orchid country club. school flags are hung like at the alley, you can feel the heat of the competition:


anyway (part of) our class went east coast park for cycling + food + bowling yesterday. was rather fun, though i did get a little bit sunburnt.

above: the group of us at east coast park, photo taken at bedok jetty-


above: us with our bicycles. note caryn and suwen's bikes are significantly shorter than the rest of ours hahaa-

freedom-

WOOHOO PEOPLE BLOCKS ARE OVER-

and i'm not trying to niao the bio people, your blocks will be over tomorrow anyway. i sort of screwed up big time for physics paper 1 and some questions for paper 2, but well it can't be undone anyway. and i'm going to make the most of the upcoming 2-day-holiday =)

anyway WENNNNNNNN (hmm that's 8 n's right!) of course i know its the airport hehe. am i smart or what =D hahaa ohkayy la you forgot i studied german uhh girl :P
hahaa i'll fly a flightsim flight out of zurich next time and take some screenshots. i haven't touched my flightsim for some time already.

and there's class outing tomorrow! i hope people turn up though. its quite boring to turn up for a class outing usually with only a portion of the class. its time the class spent some time together i think, considering its really really soon before the end of the year comes. by then we'll not have many chances to meet.

hahaa the sudden surge of freedom has left me not knowing what to do now apart from blogging. ohkay i think i shall play some games, watch some teevee and play the piano for a while-


懂得让我微笑的人
再沒有谁比你有天份

music-

changed background music for my blog. takes a little while to load-

flight log-

good friday! lunch with timothy-ers at subway. im starting to like subway cookies alot. i ordered the large meal just for the 3 cookies haha.

anyway i've decided to seriously and conscientiously keep a logbook for all my flight sim flights. sadly as my computer crashed a couple of months ago, all my past flight records and information are gone, and i am only able to trace back to my flights from 21 november 2007 and later.

this new flight log allows me to keep a rather detailed record of all my flights. i'm rather fond of it. i can even print the log out or create a pdf copy (using macromedia flashpaper).

i'll upload pics of our lunch later! if i can get it from corrine, that is-



我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填補這空虛

last hurdle-

whees i'm back to write again. its quite amazing really, with the blink of an eye mathematics block test is over too. ohkay although i know i'll do super badly but i really really tried. i was totally tired during mathematics block test please, i tried to remember as much as i can until 2am, then attempted to sleep but ended up rolling left and right worrying about mathematics and thinking about random stuff. for almost an hour. you can probably imagine how much sleep i had considering i had to wake up at 6am.

its physics left, next monday. i swear i'll study for physics, just not today. today is for me to catch up on the sleep i've been missing since monday. anyway zhikai ivan yongqiang and i went swimming after mathematics block test today, i'm getting closer to knowing how to swim hehs =D thanks to the swimming pool uncle who stays at bukit batok =)

no school until monday, and no school next tuesday and wednesday either. fantastic.

ohkayy i'll get back to sleep-

block tests-

hello again world-

i just realised i usually blog on days when im supposed to be doing something else. such as studying, for now.

well, its the block test week(s).
its general paper and h2 economics today, and i totally chose the wrong question and wrote the wrong stuff for my gp paper 1. and i didn't manage to do the last two parts of the economics paper which for some unknown reason holds a very big proportion of marks. ohkay it cannot be undone anyway so i shall forget it for the time being.

that aside, for some strange reason i have been playing the piano quite alot recently. alot's been going through my head, and i guess playing piano is a good way of just releasing everything. yups. funny how i don't usually touch the piano when i was still taking piano lessons, but keep playing it when i've stopped piano lessons altogether ehh.

ohkay i think i should go back to studying chemistry. and before you know it wednesday will be here and i'll have to take the dreaded h2 mathematics paper.

29 february-

hello world-

i decided to post an entry since
1) i haven't done so since 31 january 2008
2) its 29 feb so if i don't post now it'll be 4 years later before the next 29 feb

things have been rather monotonous. school - home - cca - home. i haven't even flown alot on flight sim these few weeks. only a measly 1 hour 15 minute flight from melbourne to sydney in like 3 weeks plus.

and i haven't been performing well these two trainings, i.e. wednesday and today. it seems when i ask of myself to perform i just don't perform up to what i can. weimin says its all about the mind. yups. i'll try to improve my mental aspect.

and there's jts tomorrow! how exciting =) its nice to hang out with the class. pure fun. oh yeah, and weimin came during training today. yah lah weimin you're nice lah LOL. i sorta miss the times after trainings last year when the few of us talk crap over our meal. and how we used to (although we still do) bully weimin together with fuji.

ahh ohkay enough of all that ranting and rubbish. i'll update again when i can organise my thoughts better.


happy leap day-

听说爱情回来过-

this song really touched me-

歌曲：听说爱情回来过
歌手：林忆莲

在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见了说不出口
你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你
我依然深爱着

在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深爱着

有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中

这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中

对你的声音你的影你的手
我发誓说我没有忘记过
而关于你选择了现在的他
我只能说我有些难过
我也真心真意的等过

bowling-

school todayy was quite normal. gp tutorial in the morning was totally boring and torturous. doing last year's gp prelim's paper made me feel stupid. hahaa and now it's my turn to wait for angel(s)/mortal(s) to reply so i've got no letters to write todayy.

bowling training was not bad =) except for the fact that there were way too many people on too few lanes, which made everything damn slow. doesn't matter, bowling still rocks =) and i'm still trying my best to improve, hopefully i can make the school team this year and don't get cut. yupps.

team singapore happened to train at safra yishun today too. (they usually train at orchid country club) then after training just as remy ong was leaving jansen and i went up to ask to take a photo with him! hahaas. and he was really nice to agree to take a photo with us :) thanks!

ok here's the photo with remy ong :D click to enlarge!

extreme makeover-

had faculty cip today! extreme makeover - we had to whitewash + paint walls and doors/gates for the underprivileged at lengkok bahru. went from school to lengkok bahru by chartered bus. then my group had no units assigned initially so we were doing the delivery job, carrying all the metal tins and heavy buckets of paint and stuff to different units.

after like an hour of delivery job and another hour of breakfast we finally had a unit assigned to us, it was some block 59 #04-545 if i didn't recall wrongly. so we scraped and plastered the uneven wall and whitewashed it with a layer of water-based paint. when we finished half of the living room the girls had like quite a bit of difficulty starting on the 2nd half because when we moved the furniture to another side of the room all the cockroaches just came out, and the girls i.e. elise and jiemin seemed like they had a mortal fear for cockroaches.

ok then darius had a trauma. i'll skip that part. then after the opening ceremony sort of thing we went back to paint the gate and wooden door with enamel paint. (p.s. is this pronounced like 'caramel' or is it pronounced as 'e-neh-mer'?) and then after it was done we finally packed up for the day. fac cip was fun i guess, quite meaningful and you get to spend time with your class.

then we went tiong bahru plaza for dinner! our 6p junior class just ran away for dinner without us lah. we wanted a senior-junior class dinner initially, but doesn't matter our class went tiong bahru anyway. had LOADS of laugh over dinner at kfc recalling events that happened back in high school. time really flies eh.

ok i guess its more or less all of what i've done for the whole day, and im really really sleepy now so i think i'll go get some sleep-

nostalgia-

haven't been blogging the previous 2 weeks again. just too many things to do, overdue holiday homework, new homework and stuff. still barely coping but im starting to fear and worry about my academic performance. i really really want to throw away the lackadaisical old me.

i shall try to write as and when i am free. i realise this is a really good avenue to just pour out anything and everything within me. its been about 2 weeks since we met our junior classes. nothing much to say about the junior classes la. nothing positive/negative in particular, some juniors are quite nice, and yeahh my angels and mortals are nice people too. ain't that great :) i seriously hope my mortal & angel who took olevels did well for their olevels though. yupps.

seeing the juniors this year just makes me think and recall alot about last year, the time we spent together as a class, the interaction with the senior class, etc. orientation, dramafeste and everything! the anxiety of waiting for news of classmates' olevels results, the super sian feeling of having less than half the class left after results were released. i guessed it just bonds the class together to some extent. jiannan, mishh and myself just kept digging out class photos from last year and this year just to rekindle the memories. hahaa. go facebook 67 group to see all the photos!

hahaa all these thinking just makes me wonder how many one will actually get to meet all the other classmates after our alevels, after everybody go their separate ways, to ns or university, on scholarship or just purely fms (father-mother scholarship hahaa). we should do something unforgettable lah, like an overseas class trip, i think it'll be really memorable =) *hint hint peckk and caryn ain't this a good idea hahaa.*

and yeahh that's about all i have to write for now. im going to try my best to just push myself a wee bit more. study or bowling wise. yeahh. and regain my confidence (uncle francis says i have no confidence in myself when i bowl hahaa.)

anyways! enjoy the following few specially selected photos of s67 :)
click to see the enlarged pic!

school and stuff-

3 days have passed since the school year started. feels weird to be starting all the lessons and stuff on the first day. i am going to try to do my homework this year. yes this year. however detemined that might sound, i don't feel like doing last year's holiday homework though. never mind, i'll try my best.

things in sinvacc have also changed since the start of this year. i've taken over as atm. javier's been appointed my datm and joel my ec. things may be challenging in the coming year but we've started well. that apart, haven't been flying on flight sim for 4 days now. thinking of a next destination. any ideas?

juniors are coming in soon enough. hopefully we'll have a nice junior class.



there's just so much to do and so little time-

ranting-

ok fine i'm useless, i hope you're happy with that.

i didn't take my damn german o'levels because i'm hum, i know i won't pass. i didn't bloody take grade 7 practical because im hum, i know i won't pass. i can't bloody pass my damn mathematics despite studying almost only mathematics, i suck. happy?

you think i bloody can't complete anything i do, you think its damn encouraging to come home with some shit result on my test paper isit? you think it feels great to fail or something? i tell you it doesn't feel great, not at all. i feel like a bloody useless bum whenever i fail.

i don't waste time by the com. at least my friends are there for me when i need them.
i don't wate time bowling and playing flight sim. why can't i have my own damn passion and aspiration. this sounds bloody cliched but at least they provide me with avenues to vent my anger and disappointment. i don't do things for nothing.

perhaps i shouldn't even try to reach out of my limits, where i am now. would your expectations have been lower if i were somewhere else. would it be lower if i didn't even try to outperform my born limits in the first place.


look people, i'm sorry for all these ranting, i just really needed to get them off my chest and this seemed the only avenue for me to rant without bothering anyone.

backk home-

backk from thailand 2 days ago (8th december i mean, since its past midnight now) around 11+, close to midnight. only had time to update now as i've been sorting out my luggage and photos.

went to bangkok, kanchanaburi, ayutthaya, chiangmai, chiangrai, and donesao (laos p.d.r.) to buy souvenirs.

bought a fair bit of stuff backk, and took more than a fair bit of photos. on the whole it was a rather enjoyable trip, quite a different experience from my previous trip there. happened to be the thai King's 81st birthday the day i was in chiangrai / maesai. there was a really big street celebration sort of thing. i was/am still really impressed by their loyalty and respect to the King.

i'm still sorting out my photos and stuff, will upload when its organised.

2 random pics taken from my many pics-


have you found the special one passing by-
above: a random shot from suvarnabhumi international


are you daunted by life's long trackk-
above: the death railwayy

some personality thing-

i koped this from anni's blog-

japan airlines flight 719-

whees, flew narita to singapore on flight sim yesterdayys. block time 7 hours 40 mins on the japan airlines boeing 747-412 =)

some pics of my flight! click to enlarge-


above: japan airlines flight 719 lining up narita runway 34L awaiting departure. company hangar in the background-


above: flight 719 on the PAPAS8 departure, APPLE transition-


above: close up shot of the japan airlines 747-412 in new colours-


above: my workstation for the 7 hours 40 mins flight-


above: flight 719 touching down runway 20R, after coming in from LAVAX1B arrival, TOMAN transition. red words in the background is singapore airlines flight 637, also from narita, on a parallel approach-

liverpool power-

some interesting poster i found on the net. thought i'll share-

next up: goal highlights from liverpool's 8-0 thrashing of besiktas =)

classic videos-

some classic videos taken this year =)